At OTL I'm amazed at how good people are at staying focused. This is something I've always struggled with and during internship I was completely surrounded by my opposite. Everyone seems to not only be able to work on things for long periods of time but they can work on the same thing all day and for some multiple days in a row. I would really like to be able to do this. I think being able to do this would help me in school a lot. This is something I want to start working on but at the same time I've decided I would need to pick a job where I have the option to move and have lots of different tasks to do. I really don't think I can do any job where I sit in front of a computer all day. This was already something I knew about myself going into internship which is why originally I didn't want to do a Photography/film internship. Something I did learn about myself is that I actually have no idea what I want to do with my life. I don't know what I want to do for college or what job I want. I don't even know what I want to eat or wear everyday. How am I supposed to chose the thing I will do for the rest of my life next year. The biggest takeaway I've had from internship when it comes to myself and life beyond high school is that I have no idea what I want or who I am or what path fits me and I have to basically figure it out in six months when we start applying to college. I'm not excited.